I don’t really have much to do at all this weekend, yet somehow I’m still worrying about it. But I guess I’m not too worried, because I know I don’t need to get it done yet and therefore will get it done later. I could skip everything and save it for after this weekend. But I would feel so much better if it was all done. Too bad I have to meet somewhere in the middle of that, and that’s what bothers me. I’m supposed to go out tonight. I don’t want to, so I wont. I like staying in, I’m a stay at home type of girl. I prefer to stay home with the familiar and comfortable, often when given the choice. Except this isn’t home. I like home better.
Maybe I’ll go to sleep early and turn off my phone and that way when people call to ask me if I’m coming, I can tell them tomorrow that I fell asleep. I can’t wait for Michele to get back tomorrow. She might be what you call a stay at home type of girl, too. That’s why I like her. She’s comfortable and familiar. Maybe we’ll read some of our homework together, considering we have the same two history classes. Maybe it’ll go better that way. Sometimes it’s easier to listen or to read out loud than to read to yourself, if the book is on the boring side. I also have to draw a t-shirt design and buy the materials to eventually make it. I’m scared of that class because it’s entirely unfamiliar. Even though my teacher seems like he couldn’t care less what I bring in or how badly I screwed up, he’d still be more than happy to help me. I’m also scared I wont be able too take enough photographs for all of my classes. I’m going to go to Carnival on Monday, meet up with my friend Max who goes to NYU. I really hope Michele will want to come with me. I’m not sure if that’s really what it’s called. I might have made that up in my head. It’s supposed to be awesome, I’m supposed to take pictures so I’ll get started for my classes. Again, anything out of the familiar, I consider not doing, and in this case, that is silly. But I hope Michele will come.
I like that this blog has been keeping up. I hope it does. It would be fun to have it routine and into my schedule like I'm making exercise and eating right. We'll see. Printing and such might come first :)
I think I’ll call mom and the sleep now. I don’t really want to think about the not-very-much I have to do that feels like loads because I don’t really want to feel stressed out about loads, whether or not I have them.
Goodnight.


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